1. |
Burning Roses
02:35
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Burning roses
My heart is broken to pieces
and my brain is exasperated
while i am trying to find
the balance between love and hate.
Violated by my feelings.
I was completely falling under your charm,
And on your side you were sharpening your knives.
You were the devil disguised in an angel,
you backstabbed me while i opened myself to you.
I dont believe that you loved me for a second,
because if you ever did,
you would at least bothered to kill me quickly.
You were the sweetest rose i've ever seen.
You are the deepest feeling i will have ever lived,
but in the end you turned out to be
my worst weakness.
What you made me endure all this time
turned out to be a thousand times worse than death.
But you dont have to worry for me anymore
because on my side, its been a long time since
hope is luxury.
You were the sweetest rose i've ever seen.
You are the deepest feeling i will have ever lived,
but in the end you turned out to be
my worst weakness.
You were the first to show me
the true face of love
and you were the one that took this sweet vision
away, away from my mind.
You’ve made a blank space in my heart
that makes it look so empty.
I am now fading like a burning rose,
tired of fighting in a war already lost.
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2. |
Sleep
01:05
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Sleep
It's only in my dreams,
that I see the sun shine,
so dont wake me up.
Seeing joy everywhere,
when i’m at my lowest,
I turn my head to see my past,
Painful memories.
Remembering good times,
it’s only lowering me down,
life will never be this pleasant,
and death would be a present.
My nightmares only haunt me when i’m awake,
always hidden in morpheus arms,
where everything is false,
and where I can smile again.
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3. |
Negative
02:19
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Negative
Negative mind, my inner demons,
Don’t want to let them win but,
this life’s too sad, too sad for me.
Suffering has always been stronger than joy,
so the best should be to go first,
but it would be selfish.
There’s a war inside my head,
The cage is wide open, all demons are unchained.
Can you turn off the sun?
Because im hiding from them.
I’m nostalgic of moments I haven’t lived yet,
I caught myself missing friends I haven’t met yet.
I’ve always wanted to be everywhere with everyone at the same time.
Surrounding myself with as many people as I can,
in order to keep my demons the farther away.
Still haunted by thoses dark thoughts,
even if I’m living the best days of my life.
I’ve come to think that I’m in love with,
that I’m in love with the pain.
There’s a war inside my head,
The cage is wide open, all demons are unchained.
Can you turn off the sun?
Because I’m hiding from them.
Don’t want to grow old,
don’t want to die young,
don’t want to see friends and family go away,
can we just be infinite?
I’ve made the equation a hundred times and,
I’ve always ended up with the same result,
there is no good ending.
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4. |
Father
02:27
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Father
a father,
is meant to be a model,
is meant to be a hero.
You were nothing but a
tomb stone in my life.
Have you ever think about
what it would be without you,
have you ever thought about me
before doing the irreparable?
You left a wife and her one year old kid behind
without giving them even the beginning
of an answer to their questions.
I deeply believe it could have ended up in another way,
that you should have thought about us before doing it.
Before diving head first into your problems
and letting them put an end to your life.
This little kid that you've left would have loved
being able to call someone his daddy
and he was growing up always questioning
about this dark chapter that you’ve written in his life.
He has always been afraid of
being the cause of what you’ve done.
You should have left us a note.
You should have written me a letter.
How do you want me to live,
Without knowing what have stolen my father from me?
You left me here all alone,
Without knowing what to do with
this poisoned gift you’ve left me.
Despite everything,
there’s still a place in my heart
where this little boy lives.
the same kid that was expecting you
to surprise everyone and return home
but you can be sure that
when the moment will come,
I will listen to all my anger
and I will dig my hole
the further away from yours.
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5. |
Enemy Of Myself
03:55
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Enemy of myself
Enemy of myself, nobody to blame.
No one to fight against and no man to hate.
I got no friends to talk about it, no god to pray.
No direction for escape and nowhere to hide.
Thrown on the frontline since birth,
no weapon on this earth to hurt me more than I do.
Feeling the pain in every breath I take,
to press the trigger should be my last mistake.
Enemy of myself, nobody to blame.
No one to fight against and no man to hate.
If unity is strength then I am weak,
alone in front of this world, my future is bleak.
Everyday brings me closer of this certain end,
drowning in my sorrow, I see no escape.
If it’s true that there’s nothing after this
I’m still sure it will be a better place than here.
Because I'm being crushed by a pressure that I’ve made myself
and I’m living a life I wish I’ve never had.
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